Monday, November 24, 2008

a blustry poem

Is this the mood
I have been waiting on?

Is this the feeling
I'm searching to reflect?

Fear is a monstrous cloud
of intimate rain drops.
Each fleeting feeling
put emotions at bay.

Words escape my thoughts.
None known to relay
to you, my heart.

Patience is a  virtue.
Restless
Show me the way.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

dreaming, awake.

wow. There are millions of thoughts rushing through me, trying to get to my fingertips first. It is particularly overwhelming to think about the changes my mind, body and thoughts have come through in the last year.
I have asked so many questions of myself and the world. I have found faith, peace and love within myself and the feeling is fierce.
Questioning everything has been my quest lately, being aware of my thoughts has become much more pleasant. Changing habits that have been close for 30+ years has created many challenges on every different level. It seems the habits that were the most difficult to change, were the ones that seemed to be  huge umbrellas, effecting much more than I could possibly see at the time.
Anyone that knows me, knows that I am a dreamer. I have traveled through life, dreaming an enormous dream, learning every step of the way. I have seen the end results of my dream, I have felt it, tasted it, and I embrace the day that I can share it with all of you.
Things are coming together, the language is becoming easier to understand.
xoxox
justina
Writing is an amazing outlet for me, it allows me to reflect myself, to myself.  I read an awesome saying on my yogi tea  the other day. It said, " to learn, read. to know, write. to master, teach".
I have found, to understand, love.
Much love to all xoxoxoxo