Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Intentions of Alaska

Going to Alaska in a moments notice went by so fast, it felt like a dream. Moments after arriving  I felt like any moment I was going to wake up in Asheville.
I wrote down my intentions for my trip home, I don't remember doing it, but just found them... I am very happy with myself :)

What you think, BECOMES
Looking for love? Looking to love?
Two completely different things. Magical.
Reach out, share, trade.
Looking for;
Healing, reconnection, insight, healthy energy exchange, intuition, enlightenment.
Being, Light, Love, Flow, Release
Remember, It's OKAY.
Letting go, it's Okay.
Breathing in; receiving, breathing out; letting go.
Being the flow of energy.
Excited, seeing the transformaion, evolving.
Becoming, being, loving, understanding.

The trip was wonderful. Thank you Aunties Les, Norma, Auntie Rose, Anita, Toni Rose, Abigail, Ronel, Anita, Jess, Crystal, Rob, Marcie,Rick, Jenny, Mag, Vaness (bobby), Fe (scotty), Tandy, Dad, Tina, Mom, Adj, Jordan Carol, Dave, Curtis, Dennis and Jane, Jenny,  Colleen, Chris and Gary.............
Hearing my voice with confidence and strength gives me goosebumps.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Separateness causes confusion

When an illness inflicts itself on a family, the pain is felt by all.
Each individual has his own perspective, each of us file information according to our beliefs, our thoughts and our journey's.
Our free will allows us the choice; How to respond.
How we interpret the information and how we will act or react to the situation (whatever it is at the moment) is 100% up to us.
We get to choose whether or not we want to find the "rights & wrongs", the blame, the victim... Are we choosing to be the judge? the prosecutor? the jury?
Happiness and unconditional love are found in looking past how "I think you should be", and loving you for exactly who you are. Choosing to comfort you in your time of need, to celebrate your discoveries, to hurt when you hurt.
It is our dream from the moment we came upon this earth to be just a little better than before. It is our purpose to become aware of needless cycles and let them go. It is our purpose to evolve, to learn new tricks.
When someone we love very much is suffering, our responsibility is an honor. To come together, share our love and bring healing.
All of us find ourselves as outcasts, as we've all made mistakes, been judged and prosecuted within our family. We feel seperated and unloved. Why are we doing this to each other?
Acknowledgment is our first step toward recovery. Sweeping it under the rug, pretending the facts do not exist is only adding to the fear and pain.  Denial is feeding the cycle we must learn to let go of.
If there is "side" that must be chosen, I choose the side of the small child in all of us, crying to be loved.
I am grateful for being raised in a village, many have participated in the being that I am.
Thank you, for every moment.
It is my prayer that the grand love that is between us shines it's light for all to see. Our strength, together, in love, is immeasurable, it's power, immense.
I pray that we come together in peace and ease our broken hearts.
xoxo
Justina
"our silence is hurting us. Our unique individualism is our most valuable aspect. Our differences brought together, create a harmony". jk