george carlin- the ride of your life

HOW TO STAY YOUNG
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them.'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever, even ham radio. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

reflections

I have been taking in an EXTREME amount of information that I have had a hard time processing; learning from and letting go. I was very aware today as the kids and I cleaned the house from top to bottom, inside and out. I become obsessed with moving EVERYTHING in order to sweep, mop/vaccuum behind it, including the fridge, stove, beds, dressers etc., etc. This is a physical process I take in order to clear my mind, to find any little bullshit hiding out.

It makes my head spin thinking about the changes that have gone on around here, it really just blows my mind. The only way that I could even explain it is that I went to a whole new frequency. I can pull myself up and look at my life like a movie and see all the different paths I have chosen to get myself here. I can see how all the shitty things were not just neccessary but critical, I can also see myself searching... every step of the way, for truth.

I'm sitting here, a beautiful, clean house, lonely for my husband, wishing I was home with my family, and enjoying my awesome children, saying a prayer for us all.
Loving a military man is in itself a challenge for anyone. Being a seeker of love and peace, makes the experience take on a whole new level.

Love.

xoxo

old blog... life, in the hood.

Good day.
A part of me thinks that my mind is to jumbled to be here writing a blog, the other says,"do it, now is always the perfect time!"
I spend most of my "free time" learning and asking questions of the world we live in.
I have learned more than I ever imagined when I started this quest.
My mind is engorged with the madness, yet I choose to BE in the state of grace.

It has been almost a year now since I have listened to the radio or watched tv. I do not read magazines or engage myself in conversations relating to any of the above.
This is an interesting aspect of my everyday life, it allows me to hear the birds chirp and remember all the good that is in our hearts.

It is my intention to find the medium that will let me share the knowledge I have discovered. I am learning to hear what people are meaning rather than listening to the words that are spoken.

I am aware of the difference one person can make to the world and I am opening my heart, my soul and my mind to receive.

The difference between religion and spirituality:
Religious people are afraid of Hell, Spiritual people have been to Hell, shook hands with the devil and now know that there is also a Heaven, here on earth.
Going through Hell, is something we must do in order to find Heaven. The dark, scary, alone place that we find ourselves in, is the place that we must open our eyes and see the open door. Hell is the place we must shed our ego selves and be reborn as the "I" we have been searching for.
This is the place that many get lost, they try so hard to fight against the truths of themselves and the world.
What seems like the "easy" way; numbing our minds, pushing our truths down and painting our smiles is only prolonging our time in hell.

Embrace the madness, love yourself, be patient with the habits that have taken a lifetime to create. Step by step, one step at a time.

Be love.

If you are a news watcher, take a minute today and ask yourself; is this the most important thing going on in our world? Are these the things I need to be worried about? Our entertainment industry is taking over our minds, this is not an accident. There are VERY rich people doing everything they can to make you and your children STUPID. They are filling your mind with nonsence so you don't make an effort to learn anything about what is REALLY going on.
The swine flu becomes an epidemic when they tell the world the symptoms over and over and over again on the news and the radio until everyone starts "thinking" they are developing them. Of course the symptoms are exactly the same as the cold that has been going around, only the cold will not kill, unless of course, you "THINK" it will.
It is critical to understand that our THOUGHTS BECOME THINGS.
Pay attention them, choose good ones.
xoxoxo

shout out... women!

Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

2008 book review

When the heart waits by Sue Monk Kidd has come to me at the perfect time, not for one second did I doubt that it would. I have been struggling with the voice inside me that keeps telling me to just be patient and wait, it'll come...
I have been feeling a lot like the caterpillar turning into the butterfly. Thank God, I have survived the caterpillar life, I even made it through the part where I was convinced my life was over (as I knew it). It appears I am in the most important "stage" of the transformation.... the cocoon. It is my job to be patient, silent  and keep my faith. This book uses the butterfly as a point of relation to what is really going on and it also puts it God into perspective. I'm going to type out some of the parts that I have highlighted! Hope all is well for you and yours, and I hope that you are spending a lot of time laughing, laughing just makes everything better, doesn't it?  xoxoxo
Chapter one, the long way round: "Midway this way of life we're bound upon, I woke to find myself in a dark wood, Where the right road was wholly lost and gone.... It is so bitter it goes nigh to death".... Dante
"Patience is everything" Rainer Maria Rilke
The sacred intent of life, of God-to move us continuously toward growth, toward recovering all that is lost and orphaned within us and restoring the divine image imprinted on our soul.
Entering the question: To embark on this task involves a deep and profound movement of soul that takes us from an identification with the collective "they" to a discovery of the individual "I," and finally, as we shall eventually see, to an embracing of the compassionate "we."
In our youth we set up inner myths and stories to live by, but around the midlife juncture these patterns begin to crumble. It feels to us like a collapsing of all that is, but it's a holy quaking. "When order crumbles," writes John Shea, "Mystery rises."
"If you think God leads you only beside still waters, think again. God will also lead you beside turbulent waters. If you have the courage to enter, you'll think you're drowning. But actually you're being churned into something new. It's okay, dive in."
Chapter Two "Quickaholic Spirituality"
This chapter talks a lot about how our society as a whole has become a fast-paced, demanding world. We want everything NOW, fast food, microwaves, internet, space travel.... When it comes to your soul and spirituality, time  is not involved.
Waiting being the rawest kind of agony.... We want God to simply take away the masks we have spent a life time creating. We want Him to jump in and find the lost and neglected parts, to solve all our problems, heal wounds, alleviate the inexplicable sense of discontent and pain.... NOW! or at least very soon : )
"I hope you'll hear what I'm about to tell you. I hope you'll hear it all the way down to your toes. When you're waiting, you're not doing nothing. You're doing the most important something there is. You're allowing your soul to grow up. if you can't be still and wait, you can't become what God created you to be."
A lot of us have spent our lives in shortcut religion. we haven't been willing to face the fact that while the spiritual journey is joyous and full, it's also long and hard. It asks much-too much sometimes.
To grow up spiritually means having growing pains in the darkest part of the night.
We seem to have focused so much on exuberant beginnings and victorious ending that we've forgotten about the slow, sometimes tortuous, unraveling of God's grace that takes place in the "middle places" How did we ever get the idea that God would supply us on demand with quick fixes, that God is merely a rescuer and not a midwife?
That's all for now folks.... Let me know what you think? where are you in your journey?  This awakening is much easier if you have a companion, a friend, a soul mate... Someone to share your experience with, to lean on, to hold up... Usually you find a friend like this in the most unusual place, somewhere you never even thought to look.  A big shout out to my "soul mates".... Thank You, from the very depths of my soul.
xoxoxo and laughs!
justina

signs of love, around the house

I did a major "spring cleaning" last winter(08). I took out all of the things that made me think of what was, and what I wish was... I packed up all the old pictures of yesterdays, got rid of all the knick knacks of the past, and simplified each and every area of my home. I wrote up some great sayings on pieces of poster board.

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us" 

Ralph Waldo Emerson 

(this is also a treasured bracelet my Aunt Vera bought for me years ago, it took years to realize and live it's meaning)

"Choose what ignites your passion, turns you on, makes you laugh, inspires you, touches you deeply, tickles your curiousity, opens your heart, and propels you into new worlds. Life on purpose is simply taking all the elements of belief-intellect and awareness, intention and intent, emotion and your ability to dream, and awakening to their immense power". Beliefworks by Ray Dodd

"life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance; take it. If it changes your life; let it. Nobody said that it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it".

BE HERE NOW!!!

Create a WIN/WIN scenario

Integrity, Grace, Humility, Compassion, Courage, Honor, Wit, Spontaneity, Reverence, Genius.

Live Well, Laugh Often, Love Much

"that I may dwell in the house of the Lord, all the days of my life". 

(I found this at a craft show years ago and bought it. At the time, I had no idea why. I was not "into" God, and I had no idea what this meant, but I bought it and put it above my fire place... years later, to me it now means to live in awareness, is to live in the house of the Lord. Exactly what I live to do each and every day.)

I have a collection of poster boards with feeling words on them, I realized that I was living in a box of just a few emotions. I felt like I used 4 feelings; mad, happy, sad and pissed off. I found breaking them down, not categorizing them into such big words, they are much easier to get through and usually only last a few seconds..not all day as I used to believe. Here are some feeling words from the poster board beside the computer:
Affectionate, confident, shaken, empathetic, just, fierce, restless, worrow, spirited, loyal, patient, able, glad, defective, powerful, healthy, skeptical, blunt, generous, jilted, durable, inadequate, cooperative, fidgety, mild, horrified, kind, warm, excluded, silly, inspired, bewildered, insecure, enraged, kaput, enthusiastic, desperate, inerested, trivial, anzious, baffled, shy, amazed, intense, small, useless, jubilant, timid, savage, infuential, thoughtful, intimidated, cross, relaxed.
I have these printed in different colors and sizes and styles. It draws your eyes to different words each time you look at it, and I find that your eyes seem to draw towards your feelings in the moment... try it!
and last but not least, again... and possibly again later ; )

The Four Agreements:
Be Impeccable with your word: speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the POWER of your word int he direction of truth and love.
Don't Take Anything Personally: Nothing others do is because of you. What others say is projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needles suffering.
Don't Make Assumptions: Find the courage to ask questions, and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, drama and sadness. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.
Always Do Your Best: Your best is going to change from moment to moment. It will be different when you are healthy opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.

Love to all of you, may your journey be as quick and painless as possible...
xoxoxo justina

Dare to.....

Ask for what you want
Believe in yourself
Change your mind
Do what you love
Enjoy each and every day
Follow your heart's desire
Give more than you receive
Have a sense of humor
Insist on being yourself
Join in more
Kiss and make up
Love and be loved
Make new freinds
Nurture your spirit
Overcome adversity
Play more
Question conformity
Reach for the stars
Speak your truth
Take personal responsibiliy
Understand more, judge less
Volunteer your time
Walk through fear
X-perience the moment
Yearn for grace
be Zany.
A poster on our bathroom wall.

2009 notebook

I got this lil' notebook I have been carrying around. I wrote in it listening to Ethan play while dreaming about the network... I am writing them here, just to organize and find the cool stuff for the grapevine... (the lines I stole from a song or whatever, I am putting in italics)

Somewhere, we get lost in our minds. We forget to be grateful for every moment. We start thinking what if & if only.  The human mind is amazing, that we don't use it, is tragic.

The chatter, constant, never shuts up in my mind. None of it true, none of it real. Lost in my thoughts as they rattle around up there. To instead, realize the potential of learning how to direct my thoughts. To dream and to make them be true.

To KNOW, that I am absolutely perfect, exactly the way I am. To know that my life is a direct result of my thoughts. My thoughts have remembered how to dream, there are no limits... As far as you can fall = as far as you can fllllllly!

I alone, can certainly change the world. began to imagine what we can do... together cause, baby, I'm on a roll!

Question EVERYTHING. Learn all your laws. When you don't know what you believe, you believe everything and nothing.

Realize your dream. Spell it out, make it clear, live it, be it, love it, OWN it!!!! It's all yours, and it's just begging to Be.

Inspire, serve, feel joy, be.

Like islands in the ocean, we are one.

#1 for changing the entire world, is falling in love with it as it already is. Same for changing yourself.  There is no #2.

Thoughts become things, choose the good ones!!

Heaven is within us. It has nothing to do with the thoughts of someone else and everything to do with what we choose to think of ourselves.
My dream,  A community, many communities that have united. We live to serve each other. We are honored to provide our God given talents to everyone. We honor the strength of a word, the effects of a smile or a hug.
We are the masters of our thoughts. Our thoughts that ALWAYS become things. We are therefore the masters of our world, we are living exactly as we thought. Knowing the potentials of our dreams, we dream BIG.
We embrace our feelings, our gift from God, our feeling guide us. Our every thought would be a reflection of our hearts.
There are no exceptions, there are no limits. All of our children are prodigy's. It is our job to help them find the talents they have as individuals. We all have something different to offer each other. we are all different, let's rejoice in that.
The things that have been invented in the last 100 years, are small steps toward the places we will go and the things we will do in the next 100.
Our minds are being set free, we are going to find out how to use that other 70-90% of our brains we have lying around.
We respect the honor of everyone's natural desire to be our friend. Everyone loves friends, everyone wants to be yours, you want to be everyones.
There is so much gratitude in every detail of YOU, there is no space left for misery. All your thoughts are too busy dreaming to doubt.
You see the great beauty in grey mornings.
When we dream, we feel a passion, a drive, the ability to see the next step easily, eagerly.
There is no waiting, the beauty is found in every moment. Every experience is used for the lesson it is, and it is learned.
When our intentions and our actions are of the heart, it is all so clear. There are no misunderstandings, our world is motivated by pure love.
Gratitude is the cup that is half-full & consumed with passion for every refreshing, nuturing drop.  The satisfaction of finishing, and washing the fabulous cup that helped you receive.
We are excited to see our sameness, we see it in everyone and everything. Our excitement need never be contained. Ever. Our passion screams from our being, our smiles are real and felt by all.
Our desire to be accepted is direct result of us not realizing our talents and abilities, and not being able to use them to serve, to share with all.
Realizing, helping each other is only helping ourselves. Sharing love, brings more and more and more LOVE.
Let your awareness be an open door for all to follow.
Live every moment like it's a grand step toward your dreams!!!!!
Every moment in the here and now, leaves no time to ponder the future or re-live the past.

The past is filled with each and every person and thing that made me EXACTLY who I am right now, and I am miraculous. Thank you for every single moment.

If I didn't, I wouldn't.  Because i did, Iam.
I live the life of a queen, the magic of life, I have seen.
Each moment I am blessed with the ability to dream.
The heart of life is good, fear is our friend, misunderstood.
When we are not consumed by our repetitive thoughts of everything other than now, we have the space to create, to move to new levels at miraculous speeds because we learn.
Our thoughts become things. If you think it will make you fat, it will. If you take each bite with gratitude, know each bite provides you with the nutrients to be, food will enrich each and everyone of us.
When we are eager to share all that we are, there can be no... less fortunate.
There is NOTHING to worry about.
You cannot change yesterday, you can't predict tomorrow, so live today.
We all know how beautiful we are. Every single cell that conforms to our thoughts. everyone, every ONE.
EnErGy
we are energy. Everything determines the flow, the negative and positive. We must learn how to exchange it, our ability to let it out and absorb just what we need to feel fulfilled, whole.
Sex is the overwhelming need to exchange energy. Things that allow us to dump and reload are grand. We are fascinated by the exchange.
we are greatly entertained by people that know their talent and perfect it, passionately.  We feel our need to find and be our own dreams.
We are fueled by our desire to be, passionately. To offer our services to all.
Limits are only in our mind, our mind can take them away.
Everything in moderation, including moderation. Over abundance in anything, is over.
It is not our job to figure out HOW, it is our job to imagine it. God takes care of the rest. So, what's the reason for hesitation? THINK BIG!
Think real big.
If I whistle, they whistle. If I shout, they shout.  If I love, if I honor, if I have faith, So shall they.
Time is only a tool to help us gather, to make our lives easier. There is only NOW.
Successful people are those who took a thought, made it into and idea, and than ran with it, hard, full of passion. They saw the end and were grateful. They had faith in their idea becoming reality and let God figure out all the minscule details; the lessons to be learned, the people to meet, each step to be taken.  Have faith, a dream and set if free, give it to God, and it can only be.
we are only lazy when we are consumed with the thoughts of if, when we allow thoughts to control us. When we realize that we control our thoughts, our entire reality- we become free.
The closer we get to nature, our mother, the closer we get to our true being.
The more skills we learn, the more pride we have in our ability to serve. The more we feel pride, the bigger our dreams become. The bigger our dreams, the more grand the world becomes.
A great world within, a grand world through out.
What you resist, persists!
All thoughts, become things.
There are no limits, but the ones you put on yourself, in your mind.
You choose to use your silence,, you choose to have no choice.
Teach what you know, with love and gratitude for what you know.
To reach the souls of many men, to find the words to say. Put your passion on paper. It starts with one, one small step, one start.
Beware of being lost in an instant, lest you miss the opportunity to bask in the experience of the moment.
We are not a species that travel alone. We are families, We are a community.
I am teaching, even in the moments I do not realize.
My mind is constantly racing with... how can i make this better and I love it. No longer, what do other people think? but what do I?
Changing MY world, changes THE world.
I have faith that God gave me the perfect people to bounce all of my passions off of. God takes care of me the best way possible, given my gift of free will.
STOP! smell, STOP! listen, STOP! taste, STOP! feel, STOP! What are your senses feeling? What feelings make the whole? Be grateful.
Enjoying myself. Me. There is no other feeling like it. Just loving every single cell of me.
Everything I say to you, I am saying to myself. Appreciating that and learning.
Thanks for being such a great reflection of myself, it makes me able to SOAR!
Each person that sees me feel alive, sees that reflection in themselves. You being alive, helps them see themselves alive, that is the first step.
The emotions you stir, bring me me, til I see you again.
When I look into your eyes, I see the desire to tell the world who you are and what you have to say! Each and EVERY person that comes into our life has an important place. Bigger than we imagine, look for them, and imagine!!
A door has just opened, as another gently closes. The memories of yesterday, the dreams of tomorrow, the love, the peace, the joy of now.
The language you speak confuses me, for the barriers are long and wide. the rage shows, in your eyes.

A little Riddle.... Who am I?

I am your constant companion. I am your greatest helper or heaviest burden. I will push you onward or drag you down to failure. I am completely at your command. Half the things I do, you might just as well turn over to me and I will be able to do them quickly and correctly.

I am easily managed-you must merely be firm with me. Show me exactly how you want something done and after a few lessons I will do it automatically. I am the servant of all great individuals and, alas, of all failures, as well. Those who are great, I have made great. Those who are failures, I have made failures.

I am not a machine, though I work with all the precision of a machine plus the intelligence of a human. You may run me for a profit or run me for ruin-it makes no difference to me.

Take me, train me, be firm with me, and I will place the world at your feet. Be easy with me and I will destroy you.

 Who am I?

Together, We can

I have a dream.

our people, united.

Our people around the world,

Our people next door,

Our people.

 I believe that this dream

Begins with you, with me.

Together we can reach higher than we can see.

Together we can be.

We must join our hands together

And bow our heads in prayer.

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We form a bond,

We form a community,

We become one,

We are..

We the people.

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I have been holding an idea close to my heart, I am ready to let it fly. It has grown to big for me. It is time to share it, to find a sturdy foundation for it to come alive. I'm not sure how, I haven't bothered to ask, all that I know is that I am a vessel, my mind, my body and heart.

The "idea" started out as a lot of questions, and becoming aware. Becoming aware of myself and the needs of my neighbors and friends.  I have friends that have money and no time, I have friends that have time and no money, friends that have a job and no car, and ones that have a car and no job. Friends that can cook, friends… I think you get the point. It drove me mad, knowing I sit here, with the ability, and the desire to help if only I knew where to start?

Then I started to become aware of fear. Fear so great that they turn their heads to everything around them. All these people running around trying so hard to keep their heads above water, ALONE.

We are not a species  that travel alone.  We are individuals who must be a part of a companionship, a family, a village, a community. We all desire to be needed, to be allowed to share our talents, to be proud of our individualism. We love to work together when there is a common goal at hand, when it is fun, when we feel like we are contributing.

This idea started out as a group of people getting together, just to get together. Get together and talk, share, dream, live, create and enjoy. This is a huge umbrella for the things that a group can do. The ideas I was coming up with led me to our children being in a group. The imaginations of our children is abundant, we need to start listening and giving them a platform to share their ideas. We need to give them permission and support to change the world. A group men that  get together and tackle big projects, with and for each other, together. (a house needing to be painted is an enormous task for one, and a fun afternoon for a group).

The point, the dream is us, together.

The dream grew again, how could I involve my mom and the rest of my family across the country?  How could I get my mom to form a group? This brings in the internet, an awesome tool that can be a great link to a global group, a global village. If we were to combine all of these amazing websites and programs into MYLIFE, a place where we can come together, a hub to create plans, dreams, schedules. A place to trade our goods and services, a place to plan events and exercise together, across the world and down the street. A place where we could even store our important documents, A myspace, facebook, twitter, youtube, wiki, groups, business, all in one.

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If we join together, neighbor to neighbor, friend to friend, mother to daughter, consumer to salesman, we can began to trade goods, talents, plans and dreams.

The idea of groups reaching around the globe is envisioned through the pyramid effect.

There are many avenues for this idea to stretch and grow. The groups give opportunity for EVERYONE to come together, no matter what your religion, color, or origin.

Together, we are bigger than money, more than politics, healthier than the health plan. The permission to start a group allows everyone to be involved without joining, believing or becoming anything… just because you are you. Your opinions and ideas matter. You are important to us becoming one.

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I have begun a bubble chart to get some of these thoughts and ideas out, to see them and stop trying to keep them organized in my head. I have started at the core of the entire idea, together.

Together we will find hope, success, friendship, health, values, growth, opportunity, a healthy environment, exchange of services (rather than money), etc. Together we will inspire, mentor, influence, serve, pray, and love.

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In summary, this is an idea, a way for us to come together. A way for us to reach out our hands, cross bridges, together.

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When we are eager to share all that we are, there can be no less fortunate.

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We are ready.

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Justina Kerstein

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A little about myself, I am a dreamer, I am an optimist, a softie, a lover and a friend. I know that there is heaven, here, on earth waiting for us. I doubt, and I have feared, I have wondered if I am doing the right thing. Most importantly, I have faith. I have faith in humankind, in America, in the world. I will live my life serving God, listening to his whispers.

I don't know where this letter is going to travel, I have faith that it will lay into the most appropriate hand. I have a dream.

a blustry poem

Is this the mood
I have been waiting on?

Is this the feeling
I'm searching to reflect?

Fear is a monstrous cloud
of intimate rain drops.
Each fleeting feeling
put emotions at bay.

Words escape my thoughts.
None known to relay
to you, my heart.

Patience is a  virtue.
Restless
Show me the way.

dreaming, awake.

wow. There are millions of thoughts rushing through me, trying to get to my fingertips first. It is particularly overwhelming to think about the changes my mind, body and thoughts have come through in the last year.
I have asked so many questions of myself and the world. I have found faith, peace and love within myself and the feeling is fierce.
Questioning everything has been my quest lately, being aware of my thoughts has become much more pleasant. Changing habits that have been close for 30+ years has created many challenges on every different level. It seems the habits that were the most difficult to change, were the ones that seemed to be  huge umbrellas, effecting much more than I could possibly see at the time.
Anyone that knows me, knows that I am a dreamer. I have traveled through life, dreaming an enormous dream, learning every step of the way. I have seen the end results of my dream, I have felt it, tasted it, and I embrace the day that I can share it with all of you.
Things are coming together, the language is becoming easier to understand.
xoxox
justina
Writing is an amazing outlet for me, it allows me to reflect myself, to myself.  I read an awesome saying on my yogi tea  the other day. It said, " to learn, read. to know, write. to master, teach".
I have found, to understand, love.
Much love to all xoxoxoxo